the hardest part of my job has now been completed. no more driving around and getting lost and map confusion and looking for hidden buildings and walking around in 30 degree weather and saying our "survey speech" over 2000 times.

i'm going up to waterloo this weekend for exams so if anyone needs a ride, holla.
oh yeah i have a 5-week old kitten and she's cute and her name is Abby. my parents disapprove so i'm gonna have to give her away until school starts

it's hard to be understanding and honest at the same time

thanks charis for lending me her laptop to finish off my assignment last night. you never really realize how convenient and important it is to have a computer around with readily available internet - seriously. i thought i could go without a computer and internet, no problem - but you have to constantly work yourself around everything and it's aggravating.

these days, i can't wake up in the morning to go to work. i've been going to the library after work lately and i come home exhausted but i still stay up doing work and i go to work a zombie. i seriously don't want to be here right now, i don't want to be around people... i just need sleep and space.

please stop talking smack about me. i don't even fucking see people anymore... i don't do anything, i live in my own zombie world minding my business and people are still talking smack. i've been nothing but nice and understanding and open and trying hard not to cry or to be pissy or stubborn or grudge-holding (with valid reason to be so) - but i don't even know why anymore, so go die

i might be getting a cat from vanessa's boyfriend's uncle's ex-girlfriend. a black and white kitten, exactly what i wanted. if it's a boy, i might call him Parker... but nothing has quite the same ring as "Tobey" does, doesn't it? if it's a girl, definitely Abby. my parents are gonna freak (even though i gave them apt warning).

thanks for all the birthday wishes, and being awesome friends! i never pictured the day i would get a cellphone... (i guess no ds lite foam protector case with additional accessories then). oh and thank you for the lovely cake, i enjoy eating spiderman's face.

for those that i honestly forgot to invite, forgive me - i had no time and no means of communication and planning was all last minute and disorganized

for those who could not make it, don't worry about it - shit happens, so smile.

she had a dinner last night and it was really fun

so charis and i went to utm library and left at 10 and what did i find on my window? a freakin parking ticket for $20! why was i issued a parking ticket if i paid my fare and had my pay&display ticket on my dash... oh because the machine was broken and decided to issue me a pay&display ticket with the wrong date. no worries though, things should be fine

currently at utm library - holy crap it's beautiful! in comparison, laurier library is a HOLE.

yo, here's the dilly-oh. the 411

- i work 5 days a week from 8am to 4pm
- i'm downtown training for 3 days (Mon, Tue and Wed) this week
- i have three summer courses
- i lost my phonebook so unless you're Vanessa, Charis, Cathy or at Mike Luong's home - don't expect a phone call (charis hooked me up with a few numbers though... i think i lost that piece of paper too)
- family re-cancelled internet
- my laptop is broken so i sent it in for repairs so i can't even steal internet either
- i should really get a cellphone

i am trying to be a better person, just learn to appreciate the me i am and not the me i was.(even if you dislike the me i was, that me hates you too for who you were, probably even moreso than you me. if you can't act like a friend, you're not my friend so let go because i am walking away)

last of all: no cake no t-shirts no bags - that is all, thank you
clue: i like taboo

i really am trying to be a better, caring (but not overly attached) friend, so be my friend. that's all i want, despite the past

hahahaha everything's so vague!
bounce!!!

my brother bought me new sunglasses to replace the ones he broke

that's probably the least important on my list of things to talk about these days. oh well.

we spent the day at ontario place and it was pretty fun, even though we were like giants on all of the tiny rides. ira and jackie broke the basketball machine at the arcade, so we played continuous games with only that one token. the fireworks (aka the festival of fire) was the best display i've ever seen... fun!