I watched 2012 last night with a co-worker and man is it LONG - 3 hours on the dot and my legs were sore by the end of it. Altogether, it wasn't a bad movie. I was kind of disappointed because it didn't exceed my expectations - just your typical natural disaster movie packed with cheap thrills and cliche storylines. How does John Cusack manage to survive EVERY little THING by just a hair?
i need to scream, but what's the point when there's no one there to hear you? i hate everything about this. i just want it to be good but even when i try, it's not good. i need someone to be there for me, to show me that they care about me but to just be there. after trying again and again, nothing changes and nothing improves and a part of me acknowledges that nothing will change. this is why i know i am not staying. good or bad, it just all ends the same. i can't keep crying over a message never returned, a phone call never made, a visit never paid, a date that has never been planned, feelings that have never been shared, a secret never revealed. you don't have a secret anymore to hide. this is the last night i cry for you.
I don't want to complain about work anymore, I just want something to happen to change the situation. Like, the dealership burning down over night.
My body aches. I think I'm going to take advantage of this WLU Health Plan scam and go to a chiropractor or get a Swedish massage or something. It's about time I started taking care of myself.
I'm exhausted from a very long week of work with 11-hour days and only Sunday (that, being today) off. It will be less hectic but I'm now going to be working almost full-time hours until February... so I'll hold off on getting back onto Sims 3 for a while. I'VE BEEN WAITING SOOOO LONG.
On Halloween, I took out the babies to go Trick-or-Treating by myself. Many of the houses on my street had lights on but it was dead, no kids were coming our way. The babies were scared of almost every house (the ghost figurines, the mist, the noises...) they refused to go. They were soooo shy when saying "Trick or Treat" and I'm like... you kids love to scream and make noise all the time but when I want you to be louder you won't. My goal of filling up two garbage bags was kept unfulfilled, but they still got a lot of candies and boy they were cute...... I'll post up a picture later, but Mercedes was a doctor and Marcus was a cow. SO CUTE.
