me, vanessa and charis are going to head downtown and meet up with some people and have dinner and go to nathan phillip's square. it would have been nice to go to a nice fancy restaurant and get dressed up and everything, but no one's really been planning. we're going to hit up dave & busters sometime in between now and the end of winter - anyone is invited - again, no actual planning, just come and have fun.



i need to go shopping (-_-)
haven't gone once since i got here
but i hate driving unless absolutely necessary
so i keep waiting...
until absolutely necessary comes
anywhos, i'm bored. ne?




i am not going to new york anymore. there were five of us and four spots, and either way we cut it, it just didn't feel right leaving anyone behind. the point is, i have no succint winter plans - just a conglomerate of ideas that i am afraid might not make the cut.

roadtrip to montreal, still sounds good. rent a car and just get lost in montreal. new year's eve spent with my best friends, i wouldn't end the year any other way (actually a new year's kiss would be nice but that's pushing it). can you believe that christmas is just a couple of days away?

every year my high school friends throw a huge christmas party, and this is my first time ever not being able to make it. our christmas dinner is on the 23rd. it's difficult, having three brothers with lives and families of their own, finding the time to get our family all together for dinner. it pisses me off that christmas is always two days before christmas, or thanksgiving is a week before thanksgiving, and that my brothers are never there on mother's day - but they show up the day before actual mother's day, but then it's not even mother's day so it doesn't count! my mother is never priority to them (it's always the wife's family who comes first every year) and she doesn't mind - but i mind. anyway, the point is, i can't go because for me, tomorrow is christmas.

that's alright, though. my break is going well so far, getting time to spend with my closest friends here and there. at least i get to keep busy and see a little of everyone everyday. merry christmas people


i am in waterloo
when i got here, it felt nice
which is a weird feeling
considering i usually call this place a shithole
but lately, i like it
maybe it's because where i live now
i enjoy walks to school in the snow
i enjoy trekking to the computer lab everyday and staying there all night
i live closer, i see people more often
as opposed to last year,
where i stayed in my room all day
i actually study
and it feels good
and now i have to go home soon
why am i not looking forward to it?


i am at waterloo

it feels... good to be here

really refreshing

i don't know why



fucking fuckers didn't send in my computer for repairs as per my assumption, they only ordered a new adapter. my laptop was at bestbuy the whole damn time. idiots! the new adapter doesn't fit into the D/C pin because it's broken. idiots! where's my laptop now? in for REPAIRS... which is where it should have been in the FIRST PLACE. now i have to wait another two weeks. STUPID. stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid idiots stupid stupid stupid

*at least i got brand spanking new beautiful AC adapter for free (well, under my warranty) even when i broke it myself teeheeheeheeheee!
** one more repair = FREE LAPTOP. note: must break laptop before june


due to lurking creepers, i will not state specific seat locations... BUT IT'S REALLY CLOSE!
bwahahahahaha HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!

maybe i'll drive there... in my new GREEN car!!!

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!


what i say, matters too.
i matter, too.

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with ira and lilian, with special guest appearances by shannon, and this nice guy we met named allen cheung!
yup, it's 6AM and we're all still up (with little studying done)... because all five of us were playing team Family Feud
oh man, what a distraction but so fun! seriously...SO FUN!!!
and considering we're still up... we're going to go eat breakfast at mel's diner soon.
and maybe sleep after.


last night, me, ira and lilian went to watch identity with john cusack and amanda peet at justin's house (it was confusing) and then we played scattegories until 3am. i consider it my break from these intense days of studying at the computer lab. now, i have to focus on operations -_-

oh yeah. i'm going to new york


it can be a big pain up the ass waiting for best buy geek squad idiots to fix your computer. no one seems to know what the hell they're doing, and they show no good customer service whatsoever...

okay ira's here, i have to give her computer back.




i am a laggard. i am one of the 16% who "avoid change and rely on traditional products until they are no longer available"

**edit
omg, the funniest thing just happened. so i'm walking across St. Mikes parking lot from home to school... and it's dark and the lot is completely empty. a van pulls up behind me and just parks in the middle of everywhere, and someone gets out of the van and starts walking behind me. since St. Mikes is closed, i can't walk through the school so i have to walk at the side where it's really dark and creepy...like an alleyway. i get out my phone and punch in 911 just in case... and then there's this big steep snowy hill so i go up the hard way (because i'm not paying attention, i'm just trying to get away from creepy person) and i end up falling and i feel so embarassed and turn around to see if scary man saw i fell.

well, scary man turned out to be this scrawny clinton-looking guy who was friendly laughing at me. then i say "shut up! stop laughing" but really i'm thinking, thank god he's not a creeper. and he's like, "well why'd you go up the hard way!" and i'm like, "because i dunno! i was scared! i thought you were following me! you're creepy!" and then he's like, "how am i creepy!" and then i said, "i thought you were following me with a gun or something. who parks in the middle of the parking lot and starts following people?" and he's like, "i wasn't following! i'm going to school, i'm from laurier!" and i'm like,"well why don't you park closer to school like normal people and not far away in the middle of parking lots!" and he says, "like normal people! i have a gold pass i can only park at certain places" and starts laughing and then we continue to have this friendly banter and then we split up at the concourse and as we're walking away from each other, i ask him his name and he's like sun-something, and i'm pretty sure he's korean although he doesn't look it, and he asks my name... and he's like, "what year are you in? second?" and i show him three fingers and he's like, "you're old!"

anyway, that was a really funny/random moment!


1. shopping tour to new york with a bunch of university students?
pros. never been to new york and i really want to go! plus, shopping on boxing day in new york = great deals!
cons. tour bus with bunch of university students i don't even know?

2. road trip to montreal/ottawa/quebec with Laurier people?
pros. fun with friends... i love roadtrips! i also want to go inside and tour the parliament buildings this time
cons. been to all these places already. montreal's nothing special anymore

3. stay home
pros. i love home and i love my parents even more... and i feel the need to be with my parents more than ever. i won't feel comfortable out having fun in other cities while my dad is old and stuck fixing cars in the garage and my mom is in pain lying in bed all day
cons. bored


i took a shower. then i made food and now my hair smells like gross. oil splashed on my face and my hands and it burns. i ran out of pasta so i have no food for myself and now i'm hungry. i'm crampy, my stomach hurts. i forgot to take my pills. i don't have a laptop so i have to study at school. it's 12am and i have 80% of course material to cover by tomorrow for the exam because i was studying for stupid finance today which just ended at 9:30pm. i'm sleepy. my eyes are burning. and i am writing these personal entries only for a fucking creep - who went out of his way to find my blog which has only been active for the past ONE year, while we stopped being in contact nearly FOUR years ago - to read for his sickening pleasure. really really sad and disappointing. does it really get better?


and it was freaking amazing.
i missed it because i was at school studying, so muneer sent me the video. i was watching it and i was really really into it and then it just SUDDENLY stopped like 30 minutes in... and i was dying to see the ending.
especially since EVERYONE was talking to me about it, and i'm like, "shut up! i didn't watch it yet." so today people were still asking me if i watched it yet and i didn't even get to finish it, and everyone's inflating my expectations of the last 5 minutes that supposedly would make my jaw drop.

okay so i just watched it. and i want to say that YOU PEOPLE RUINED IT FOR ME.
i expected too much and the ending didn't do it for me, even when it should have because it was freaking awesome.

arghh lilian i cannot believe you told me sylar got his power back!!!
nathan is dead... HIS MOM KILLED HIM
and the best of all... ahahahahaha takezo kensei is buried and he can never ever die!!! GENIOUS!!!

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was good.
the christmas tree is up.
vanessa finally turned 20 =)
but snow squall sucked,
and i dropped my laptop so it's in for repairs
i wish only good things for my family, for everyone to get past their respective hardships and get better
and for me, to do well on my exams