in fact, as a Christian, we don't really "need" anything. so the minute i decide that i can't live without a material object, then that becomes an idol to me. that is the last thing that i want.

but i'm angry, and i can't let go of it. i feel so robbed.

i know it all happens for a reason. there's a reason right at the last minute, i lent my camera to mike and took out my memory card and placed it in my wallet. and then there's a reason that only 10 minutes later, i lose my wallet which then becomes stolen. i don't know what the reason for losing all my precious pictures is, but i'm sure there is one!

i'm making a big deal out of nothing, i know. sigh...

i just don't feel good right now