The thing about me is that when something belongs to me, I'll be very reluctant to share it with other people. If it's mine, it's mine. If you want one of yours, then I'll be more than glad to get you one of your own for you to enjoy. Just don't take or use mine.
Like food. When I buy lunch, I don't like it when people start digging into what I have. I bought this lunch for me to enjoy and if I felt obliged to share it, I would have bought a bigger lunch to begin with.
Or using things like my laptop, my hair straightener, my printer.
I don't like when people take or use my things at home without asking, like a water bottle or my shampoo. Or using my personal pots and pans. And I always feel like I'm supplying everything, like the toilet paper, the paper towels, tissue paper, the dish and hand soap, even the dish-washing gloves. I wouldn't mind if everyone was pitching in, but now I feel like everyone is using my stuff and the minute I stop supplying, no one will do a thing about it.
on reflection, the best thing i can say about ICE is that it's over.
nitin told me we did horribly, and no shit. i asked him what was wrong with our report, and he said "everything." i told him not to complain (because he had no right to - he didn't do shit).
i can say that my weekend home with my parents was the greatest.
i went home because my brother and his wife had to officialize their marriage license (don't ask me about it) at the church. here's some pictures that lillian sent me:
i love my family
DONE
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and as an added bonus, i got to see someone today!
i'm here blasting my music full volume, cleaning up, packing to go home, and singing my heart out and it's absolufrickin beautiful outside - and NO MORE CLASSES, NO MORE SEEING MY STUPID GROUP'S FACES, NO MORE PRESENTATIONS, NO MORE ICE and i'm going back to the place i love. yeaahhhh baby!!!
we worked intensely everyday, all day - we stayed on campus yesterday all freaking day long but we FINISHED at 1AM. thank goodness we FINISHED!
afterwards, two of my group members came with me to Morty's to meet up with friends from our core (did I ever mention how much I miss Core A?!) and have some drinks. good end to a horrible couple of days.
ICE presentations to come.
