as you can probably tell from my msn name: "fixed internet, bitches. I FIXED IT!!! AHAHHAHAHA"

studied really hard for environmental economics, but didn't do me justice. no wonder i have no motivation to work hard. the level of effort i exerted with expectations to perform well were not instrumental in attaining the rewards i valued leading to unattractive valences.

anyway. can someone buy me a ds lite please.

as a result, don't know when i will be back full-time.

here's my reading week.
- chinese new year dinner w/family
- movie watching w/dad, heroes, and tales of phantasia-ing
- vitor's party... hahaha, best part.
- shopping w/ stephanie
- dinner w/mr. t <3 why am i always the object of ridicule?
- snowboarding @ blue mountain w/brother
- escaflowne movie w/cathy

if you want to contact me, send me an e-mail. i will read it, eventually.

apparently, our household is sending viruses to rogers so they suspended our account since wednesday until we all re-format our computers, which i am going to do during reading week. so no internet at res, which forced me to wake up early in the morning and trek to school on various occasions. and i get to go home tomorrow morning, which means no internet for the rest of the week. don't expect blogs.

p.s. grey's was effing AWESOME. denny!!! <3

last night was full of vices, wasn't it? ;)
all brought upon by the accumulation of rude comments throughout the day, coupled with stress from traumatizing news. today was better, even though i was a walking icicle in what felt like -25 degree weather. please no snow day tomorrow, couples with valentines shouldn't deserve that much luck.


my brother's moving home. i am happy and at the same time, there's this overwhelming sadness. i can't believe everything is changing.

"if you weren't a girl, i would hit you."

"i'm really glad we had dinner on wednesday"
"yah it was OK"
"itd be better if we hung out more but oh well!"
"it was OK?"
"i'm sorry...did we take up too much of your time?"

"i can't drive you, i lost my driver's license."
"how do you lose it?"
"i didn't lose it. it's in mississauga"
"where are you?"
"mississauga"

i am so fortunate.