my university academic record seriously embarasses me and makes me look like this failing idiot that i know deep down inside, i really am not. damn this catch-22 where i can't get a job without a good education and i can't have a good education without a job.

i do not want to return to spherion this year. literally scanning eqao tests in an unconditioned factory from 7am to 4pm five days a week (sometimes more) for eight bucks an hour is not as flattering as it sounds. also, no more food services and retail (aka no more minimum wage jobs) because i honestly don't believe there's anything left for me to learn and because i am a career-oriented person who deserves a challenging job and some dough so i can buy myself a new bicycle and perhaps a DS lite if it decides to go on sale on day.

so to sum up my day, i've been job searching when i should be studying for my exam.
at least i'm not on youtube or facebook.