if there's one thing i have to admit about myself, it's the fact that i hate people. a lot of people. few, 1) because i'm jealous, some, 2) because they hurt me, or most, 3) because i don't like the way they are. the way some people think, or what they say or do can really piss me off - so instead of effortlessly trying to defend my views, i will simply state that i am a hater.

i do not want to surround myself with people who fall into one of those three categories because around them, i become a bitter, angry, depressed person. i lie to myself by wearing fake smiles and tolerating the condescending things that they say, and pretend as if everything was alright while they push away at my buttons.

well now, no one has to push anything, because i simply won't be there. i don't think i'm better than anyone, it's not an ego thing. i just think that certain people are better off without me in their lives and vice versa. find a new floormat.