While watching Planet Earth, a segment about the Pika came up. These little mammals are part of the rabbit family. Is this where the idea for Pikachu came from?!
While watching Planet Earth, a segment about the Pika came up. These little mammals are part of the rabbit family. Is this where the idea for Pikachu came from?!
I am really starting to enjoy Ottawa and feel comfortable in my old skin. It's always the hardest when you're transitioning to a new place to keep your sense of identity. I feel like with every transition I've made - through university, Korea, and now Ottawa - I have managed to retain a sense of who I am.
I am sorry for all the madness.
can i bare my heart, my soul to you just for a moment?
at this very moment, there is nothing more that i want than to stay here forever. i can bare a life of mediocrity, if it means i can stay at the only place i'll ever call home with the people that i love. i never have to find a husband and i may have many regrets, but i think i will be happy. if i can just throw it all away and stay, i would because i don't think i am ready to leave. the time is right, the opportunity is right, but i am not right and i am clinging for my dear life here.
i am so scared because i am throwing myself into the deep end here. i am throwing myself into an unknown and i could either be very happy or i could end up miserable. it's scary enough that i've turned 25 and although i know i've accomplished so much, it feels like i've done nothing.
the difference between now and then when i left for korea is that i was younger. i spent my 1 year living an amazing adventure, knowing that i will be back and knowing that i would have time to set my life straight. now that it is straight, i yearn for more adventure but if i end up hating it, i would've wasted another two years of my life and i will be 27 with no money, no career and no family.
i was not petrified until today when the realization hit me like a rock. i am leaving and there's no going back now.

