and sadly, not even for me - just to have some place to eat, to hang out and waste time, to crash at for the night. i can't study when i'm constantly being wecloming, hospitable and entertaining guests. don't get me wrong, i like the company, but it kinda bites the ass when your friends are just there for your place and not you. and did i mention, ALL THE TIME?!
sometimes i wish i didn't pick up my phone
p.s. if anyone's wondering, i uninstalled MSN messenger.
lately for me, it's been exactly like this:
FRIENDS > SCHOOL
+ massive money spending + walking/bussing + eating out way too much + late night crashes
= an overweight, tired, scatterbrained, broke, ignored, failing, soon-to-be university dropout
i can't be the only one making sacrifices. i can't be this shoulder for everyone to lean on all the time.
i can't bake a cake for those who are unwilling to bake a cake for me.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=G3Ac3Pc8etA
nada surf - inside of love.
someone please propose to me with this song.
for ineffable idiots who have not yet seen this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPELqrCIZQ8
and a recent development, and you heard it here first... the official "arabguy" withdrawal.
that's right, the post-it notes have been pried off the wall. no more giddiness and unhealthy obsessing. no more overanalysis of insignificant events, encounters, and conversations. no more attendance of unnecessary stats lectures. i will now just be quiet-boring-girl-who-could-possibly-be-pseudo-mysterious-sitting-alone-in-lectures-making-stupid-jokes-for-attention... but heck, that beats the alternative.
