i think the reason i'm not good at sports is because i never have the opportunity to play them. i never took gym beyond grade nine, i don't have a fellowship where i can participate in baseball leagues against other churches, and none of my friends like to play anything. except tennis, but i don't really seem to be getting any better at that sport after six years.

i know that if i try to convince people to play baseball or volleyball with me, no one will come, but i'm going to try it again anyway because i would really like to excel at something and get some exercise outside while engaging in fierce competition (i love it!). i really do not want to work out inside a gym and look at a television screen or out the window wishing i was outside playing and having fun instead of running on a piece of machinery. please people, play with me!